(Nailart.Beginner)

Hmm can I still wish Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays etc.. Weeell doesn't matter. Not so into this Christmas stuff anymore.. Too much..stuff. This year I got a tablet, surprise, usually you ask for that kind of a thing but I hadn't. My tablet is Samsung Galaxy Tab 2 I think..

But nailsnailsnails! I've been practicing panting my nails and got some pretty okay results.

First five Instagram quality.. These last ones I'm most disappointed with but oh wells.

I need a lot of practice still tho I'm a bit lazy decorating myself. And I'd wish to get more time to draw.. been so busy with school. At the moment I should be doing some cisco packet tracer stuff but I'm simply too tired to think too much. Last night we celebrated Christmas so got to bed around 2 and had to wake up early to plough some snow. Now it has snowed the whole day and there's about 10cm more snow then in the morning.

Plans!

fufufu.. I think I'm gonna write post about nails and our puppy but for now I really need to focus on studying Japanese. We're having an exam next Tuesday and I really haven't been studying too much.. Although studying Japanese is quite a lot of fun! -Language and culture lover, I mean not just Japanese but different languages and cultures are so interesting.

late and old, slow

Some old stuff. My hair, I want to dye it again couse I want to get better photos of it. Now I have only these.. My friend told me once she had this idea to dip dye my hair. One day I went over to her place and we decided to dye it.

On the one below can be seen the colour it was, the upper one is a bit dark.. But it was pretty, thanks to my friend who did it so well, colour was a bit faded and got stronger towards the tips.

But then it has faded a lot, first okay but now it's just a bit shaded blue, so it's almost like mould :p well not that bad even if not too lovely either. Really, I prefer reddish shade.

Above the faded colour after ~three weeks. (ugh, my face is to be ignored, it's just after my swimming trip I wrote in prev entry)

And our puppy when she was just a little baby... She's gotten so big so quick! I'm really disappointed I didn't have my camera with me when she had the idea to put her face in a pot, so cute. I don't think she'd do that anymore couse she's gotten a lot cleverer besides not sure if her head even would fit in anymore.

Cutest.

dipped!

I went swimming today.. or actually just dipped myself in the sea. It was pretty cool, the water I mean.
It's autumn afterall.. Yup, my friends have told me many times that I'm crazy for doing it, couse it's cold.

But warm shower felt extremely good afterwards! I just got this ex tempore idea, couse I've been so tired and hoping doing something like this would help me sleep better. For now I've got ~4h/night so..

And we didn't get that puppy that was in the last post but another one. She's really cute and clever little one. Shetland sheepdog. But I don't have any pics here so I have to post one when I get on the other computer.

Otherwise I've been soo busy and stressed, partied a lot and have soo many projects at school. I think I might want to try to get in another university, like maybe not technical stuff, but we'll see. I just lack logic thinking..

I choose you Pokemon!

We got a puppy! It's coming next Thurs and umm.. I'll edit this later&write other stuff as well!

I think that's the prev owner behind..?

loving the sun

Heehee, where should I begin.. I can't even remember everything nice and fun I've done and the sun has been shining so lovely!

Hmm, maybe I could say that I went "photographing", I did take photos but the purpose to go out was to meet this guy I've been seeing, it's nice to go out with him really. And fun. That evening I mostly took pics of ducks.. they were kinda funny tho.

Then my parent's left for our relatives place couse they have their summer break now, and I stayed to look after the house. I'm kinda scaredy-cat when it comes to being alone in a wooden house, the noises.. So this guy (look above) came over to watch Euro 2012 final.. ..I won't say anything about the match itself, watch it if you haven't. Or don't, not really be worth it. Okay that's all I say.

Then next day my friend came over and we had pyjama parties! Or as much as two people can. We watched Mulan and ate tortillas, nachos and such. Not nearly as much sweet etc. as we would have if we were kinds.. But it was fun! So long since I've done anything similar.

Then I have been shopping, I got a scarf and shirt I've had my eyes on before, on discount, so sweet. Then I also bought shorts that aren't so short, I need to shorten them and bracelets, currently I have around 122 of them, whoopsie. No need for new tho I'd like to buy some thread to make some myself.. Oh and I finally got a bag for my laptop, win!

As the weather has been so nice, I've been hanging out in parks and other outdoors places with friends. Summer just is so awesome. I recieved a text from one friend so I just left for the park on a whim. Then other day I saw a friend from grade school and we had a picnic, so nice to have a catch up.. Haven't really seen her lately too much. And then one day I was supposed to go downtown to take photos but I didn't get anyone to come with me so I ended up going to hang out in a park once again.

But now, I'm off to sleep. Oh my. i don't really go to sleep too early nowadays so this is rare.. But I really need some sleep, the irregular sleep is thanks to hanging out too late, when my work begins I hope I get to the right sleeping rythm.. For now, good night. I really try to get a good night's sleep.

One lovely day..

I asked one friend if he was home, couse he had something I had left at his place once and I wanted it back.. naturally. He was and we talked for a while at his door, after which i quickly visited another friend to talk about relationships and men etc. It was nice that I got to talk to her about them, cleared my head a bit as well.. I hadn't slept the other night at all and the previous day I had had a hangover like I've never had before.. So I felt a bit messed up thinking about those things as I had met a nice guy in a bar two days ago, I had realized I gotta do something about a few things, like just make sure I'm on the same page with a friend of mine. It's good to be sure about it couse I really hate hurting people. As little of that as possible please, I know it can't be avoided at times and it makes me sad. Still I don't want to wrap others in cotton. ehm. Now this seems to be going too deep, but I think when you're hurt it can make you grow, so it's needed at times but still I don't doing like it.

......The main point. As it was such a lovely day and I had kinda lost the previous day (because of hanover.. okay it was raining but still) I decided to be outside a bit longer to enjoy the sunshine and sat myself on a fence between road and river.

Then while I'm taking a photo with my phone of my shadow while sitting there, a random woman comes to me telling "The scenery is so beautiful, I took a photo where you sit there from further away with my phone, so you can't really be seen there actually.. Is that okay? And if you like I could take a photo of you sitting there, with your phone of course!" To which I went like uhh okay yeah sure why not..

And these are the pics she took... It felt a bit awkward 

so I didn't feel like posing and just sat there like I had for a while then.

Then I've been on my first date ever! (I was supposed to go once but I decided I wanted to just be at the guy's place and watch How I Met Your Mother) We sat in few parks and walked around the city and talked and went to sit by the sea and ate ice cream and watched a movie over at his place, Leon, one from my watchlist.. (edit here) It was really fun. I didn't even get any allergic reaction when I was in his home, they have a cat and I'm allergic... Tho I really do like cats. Sad face.

And then there was the midsummer! I realized we weren't going to our summer cottage after all so I just called my friend if I could still join them.. like few days before. She told me to bring my own food for bbq and we had a lot of fun. Eventho I didn't know but some people there before and not very well at that.. Almost not at all. But they were really nice, refreshing after having mostly nerds around you.. But don't misunderstand! I love my nerdy friends so it's a compliment.
And I ate too many sausages, swam in the sea (yay I'm still alive.. careful enough not to overestimate my strenght and swim too far and drown.. I was drunk afterall) and poured my heart to some of the people I actually don't know there, but they didn't seem to be troubled by it in the morning = I didn't talk about anything too embarrassing, good.
So all in all a really nice midsummer! Cons.. no bonfire, or toasted marshmallows.

Then my Lithuanian friend had her birthday and she invited us to come along with her to a bar. At first I hesitated as I had to do a lot and I was really tired but no way - I can't be like that when it's her birthday, besides, I did want to go and see this place where I hadn't been before and of course to see her! It was a lot of fun to sit there and buy few good tasting drinks but not get wasted and just hang out and talk with people and dance.. It was relaxed and fun.. like I said.

Whoops~ I wasn't supposed to write this long post but.. things happen. And it's been nice time.

the cupcake crazy girls & don't disturb me I'm f*cking socializing nao

Soooo-o. Where should I start eh?
On Sat, not last Sat but the previous before it. We went to see Iron sky, it was fun but I got disgusted at some point at the climax. Guess I'm not used to things like those in movies anymore. Btw the image of it brought "unicorn" to my mind.
After that we hung out in a park and more people came to join us or just to say hi, it was so nice and fun, even tho it rained a bit (luckily we had some umbrellas) and the sun just peaked behind the clouds just few times so it was cold as well. So cold I was shivering.
I had to go clean our summer cottage the next day so I had to leave earlier and others went to a bar.

I can't remember if I did anything remarkable before thursday... I probably did, I've been seeing a lot of my friends these days and I love it. I'm sorry for not remembering it right now, but I should have it all in my calendar.

I got to finally see my friend on Thurs and we hung out at their campus, and as you never know what's gonna happen there, we ended up after having picnic, when a funny American guy joined us, to go to a sauna event another friend of mine and my friend's had arranged for some exchange students couse the event organizer friend had invited the other friend and she invited us to come along with her.
We didn't go to sauna unlike two Finnish guys who showed up as well, but after the sauna we ended up going with the exchange students to other of the Finnish guys place to play Kimble drinking game. Couse I'm kinda fast drinker (not really funny, I do handle it pretty well tho but I'd like to enjoy it as well not just drink it) my friend I had come to see and was playing with me told me that I should play in team with her in a version of the game where you have to drink quickly. She had to double&triple a lot so we ended up having to drink kind of a lot....
And neither of us had eaten so well during the day so in the morning she had "nice" hangover.
We went to eat pizza and salad (put them in half and shared which was a good choise in so many ways for instance considering the hangover) and some guy joined us there.
That day we went to have a picnic again couse it was a nice day and this time there were a lot of their friends, while I left for home they went to bbq at some guy's (not the same) place.

Then on Sunday or Saturday, can't remember which one, I went for a little walk to take pictures.. and ended up walking two hours. It's was really nice weather and I find walking long distances kind of easy, maybe couse I walked two hours to a mall with my parents when I was five (just implying we walked a lot, of course I got to sit on their shoulders part of the walking trips).

My friend came to help me on one day with my computer issues on this week and I'm really grateful to her for her help. She's nice to hang out with, has clearly her own opinions and knows a lot about technical stuff, she's awesome like that.

The next day after that I went over to my Lithuanian friend who's studying here, and we baked blueberry cupcakes. They tasted awesome even tho they looked almost gray because of the blueberries.. We decorated some of them and I did one dinosaurus. yah.

That day I also heard I wouldn't have to keep company to our Californian visitors as they were going to go to Tampere to see their son (my cousins dad and aunt's ex, but they still keep in touch with our family, they're nice so I'm happy about that). Calling my friend I heard she didn't have anything particular and we decided that I'd come over to see her and her boyfriend's new place, couse they had moved together and I still hadn't seen it.

Then in the morning I had to get up kind of early to catch the train to there. We went shopping first and I bought more or less stuff that I needed. ..the cover for sunglasses was very much needed. The wallet wasn't so nice as I had thought so it's gonna be the party wallet (my phone fits in it).
The rest of the day we hung out at their place and made really good chicked salad. I'm a bit obsessed with cantaloupe now so it was in the salad as well, but it did fit in nicely.

Whew! That's mostly it. Today I shall hang out with my friends from school and we are going to our student organization's cafe which has been transformed in bar&cafe for the Summer. Hee. I've missed them especially when the guys on my friend's campus reminded me of my friends...

confusing are the winds of change

It's kinda agonizing to notice that you have changed so much you feel like you don't know yourself anymore. I want to find the girl inside me I've always been but right now I'm just a bit tired. I had thought I was just lost a bit.. Now I'm a bit more lost so I might not be writing or then I just might. I want to find myself and to do that I think I should do things that are like me.. like whimsical things! Though I just might rest a bit for a while now.. btw, I'm gonna fail the entrance exam so it would be waste of time to go there - I haven't done maths for too long. Luckily I have a study place already.
Happier things, plz!I baked cupcakes for my friend who left for New Zealand for summer. I'm gonna miss her! And her happy attitude. I also baked those cupcakes for my friends' housewarming party. They moved to the same place, tho not all of them are roommates, so they decided to have one party for all of them. We grilled and it was fun! I had pineapple, sausages, red pepper and marshmallows for the barbeque. Love them. Minus sausages, they were just because I needed to eat something "proper" and pineapple and red pepper would just not be enough. I ate only one sausage which is pretty much enough for me.
Oh and about those cupcakes! I got them rise like real cupcakes should, oh I'm so pround of myself and happy. yay.

Oh and with my friend who went to NZ we thought about going to Calvin Harris' concert but she's there and I'm not so much a fan, besides, I don't even have money. So I won't be going.. I'm not crying because of that, it just might've been fun. But somehow I've gotten a bit addicted to this song.

This is a bit random - I don't post videos usually anywhere but just to make this post a heavy heavy thing technologically speaking (in onionish-way of course) I post one song I like a lot and uh-oh I don't know why but still...

wiggle wiggle

A friend asked me to come to her friend's birthdayparty so I went.. And for our pre drinks I decided to do some jello shots. I had never tried doing some but all went well in the end.. another friend mentioned that you simply can't mess jello shots up.
The party itself was a lot of fun! And new friends also.. This time I actually had to speak english, I always do that while drunk, and now finally no one is slapping their hand over my mouth. (tho I do enjoy making my friends slightly irritated, and it's just having fun, my friends "hating" my accent. haha)
I really like getting to know these new English-speaking friends, or well.. we speak english while together, they're degree students from across the world, mostly Europe. Most of all I've talked to two incredible girls, they're really nice and lovely.

pic by a friend ♥

One of them was this friend who invited me to join them to their friend's party along with my one of my other friends and also asked us to come to do degree tutoring too.. I thought why not, the training won't take too many days and I already am going to tutor the Finnish side, it'll take some arranging but I think I'll make it if two other guys are gonna do it too. Now I'm very busy and stressed, having so much to do for next week and the training is tomorrow, but I'm still happy. I'm gonna do this!

As I said I decided to become a tutor. We had a camp few weeks ago(? time flies so fast so I can't make out of it) and I met a lot nice people, I wish I had more resources to hang out with them and get to know them better etc. But I've been quite tired and summer break is closing in so we have a lot deadlines now, besides the exams are closing in too.

Not so "official" student things.. I participated in celebration week for first of may(=Viikon Vappu).. The week before 1.5. we had events around in campuses and outside.. and in bars&nightclubs. We watched movie, sewed badges on our overall's and had some tasks on checkpoints we had to go to. I hosted one checkpoint with bodyparts-game. In it a group is told what bodyparts and how many are allowed to touch the ground and they have to figure out how to do this and hold the position for few seconds. During this event I got sick so no drinking during the actual firts of may celebration.. Nah, I had still fun, no need to drink alcohol everytime.

I know this wasn't it and I had something else to write about but can't figure what it is.. besides, better get back doing my schoolwork so I won't get too stressed. Lecture diary, bleh.

some grown-up impulse shopping

Passing by a mall I though I could go and browse some shops in order to look for nice colored nail polish.. I ended up not buying them although there were discount and there was even our degree programme's (if you can call it such, I mean, I study Media Engineering) color, neon orange!
What I did buy was a nice looking light blue shirt for my job interviews in case I get invitations for those I've applied for this spring.. Then two almost useless short tops to hide my bra for shirts that are too open and sport socks.
And that was it for the clothes.
I also decided to go to grocery shopping and bought fresh-baked bread, muesli with some berries and fruits in it, some mango mush (made for babies but I like to eat it and I know I'm not alone... I mean, I like only those fruit ones, so not gonna eat some mushed lasagna or pork, yack!) and vanilla yogurt, which I've only recently found.

Recently I've been so busy that days and time just fly.. Fells kind of sad. And stressing, I have too much to do. Oh stupid me, some of the to-do's I could've done earlier.. But this is a dull topic, let's drop it.

I can't wait for the extended first of may.. The week before first of may, we have the whole week during which we celebrate it and have all kinds of student happenings. I hope it's going to be fun.. I enrolled to it as soon as I noticed it was possible as I've been waiting for it ever since I heard of it in the autumn. ..I know I'll have fun with my friends, they're all so awesome! Having some awesome friends, you can't really get bored.

this isn't your stop

One day when travelling by bus I forgot to get off on my stop. So instead of getting off on the next stop, I decided to sit in the bus for a little longer to see what route it goes. It was interesting couse the place is kind of near though far enough I haven't been there. It is not that interesting a place.

Then last week we had a student event, a game of mölkky. I wasn't supposed to play, but I was needed in a group that had lost one player.. somewhere. He didn't come, so I played. And it was fun, I got a ..badge? for my one piece? I don't really know how to call those. Maybe badge is good enough.. We get those from events etc. and sew them on our one pieces. In the end of our studies they'll be hopefully full of badges!
Oh and I also got a ticket to the afterparty I wasn't supposed to go. My eyes were looking horrible couse the eyelids were so dry and had swelled, I had to use sunglasses even inside. But I ended up going over to a friend with others and (whoops) to th afterparty.

Now this week I have been to movies and shopping. Shopping on Monday. I was going to the gym I go to when my friend called and asked what I was up to and if I wanted to come shopping with her. The gym is in the same mall she was going to, so I decided I could go and work out later as I thought it would be nice to see her. I wasn't supposed but to tag along and still I ended up buying nice sports top.. Well I needed it.
And on Tuesday I bought another and now I have what I need, besides that's a different story.

Then on Wednesday we had decided to go see a movie with some friends. Only the time and place for meeting up were fixed, the movie we decided on later in the movie theater. It was a very cliché but still had some fun moments.. Others liked it more than I did, I think I have seen enough of agent movies for a while. I mean, living with two brothers and so.
Oh and the movie was This Means War.

Then tomorrow I'm supposed to go over to a friend. We'll be maybe watching films with a group and they'll be drinking. I think I won't couse I want to go to gym in the morning and next day I might go to a house warming party.. But we'll see. I'm not sure if I should, I have so much to do and I don't know if she can take two friends with her, at first it was just one, I think.

Now sleeping would be really nice. I think I should do that. I've gone to sleep too late and so it'll be now. No wonder I'm tired and getting easily pissed off etc if I don't sleep enough. Yaaawwnnn~

coming up.. spring!

Something about February before I write about what's happened in March till now..
On Valentine's day I got this sudden idea to make a quick card, I think it turned out to be quite cute myself too. It isn't very well done and moreover in less than 10 minutes, but still..

I have still three days to go on my meat-free week. I thought it would be interesting to try soy products and then I just decided to go for it for a week. Not very long time, but still, I've found some interesting alternative foods for the regular meat meals. One day I made tofu salad and it turned out pretty good after flavoring it as it is quite tasteless. I need to find more ways to get protein, I'm allergic to many things so I need to be creative in avoiding meat.. Oh luckily it'll be over soon. I usually eat chicken or pig or minced meat though, not really steaks or anything like that. And now I'll always know some alternatives if I want to eat something else.

This week I've also gone to gym a lot, actually every day since Sunday, some days even twice. So maybe I have to have a day rest.. maybe tomorrow. I feel I need a day break, but today I'll at least go to stretching and before that I need to warm up somehow. I think I'd enjoy the feeling after exercising again if I had a day off from gym. And I also had this idea for my birthday present: a massage! My muscles have been a bit stiff for a while and the staff on the gym said it helps them to work out better. So I told mum that would be a gift I'd appreciate very much.

We had a test yesterday, about php-programming.. I got -2 points, seriously. I've never failed that well, but I didn't practise at all couse I thought I'd pass it somehow. But as I should've known, I'm not really good with programming or computers. After the test I decided to call a friend and went over to eat something I just bought from their nearby store. It was fun to talk with her and I almost forgot the test.

is there anyone? hello?

Something a bit shameful happened to me a bit over a week ago but it wasn't my fault more than just a bit. My fault is that I'm a daydreamer..

I decided to go return some CD's to the library, unfortunately it was Saturday and so late it was already closed, so I decided to go see if there would be anything I needed at a clothing store. I did find a lot of to try on, so I went to the fitting room. I didn't notice the time flying as I posed and tried to decide wether the clothes were really fitting couse I don't have so much money to buy something I could do without. Then suddenly the lights went out. I had heard a lot talking and had heard no one come and check the fitting rooms, usually someone comes to tell they're closing.. and I had forgotten the time. I just couldn't help laughing after I realized the situation. Laughter is really a good way to keep that feeling of panic away. I had thought many times what it would be like to be forgotten in a store after it's closed -  not so much fun, I found out.

I went to the grating or bars or something that devides the store from the mall's hallway and there were still people hanging out as the mall itself was yet to close. They were a few years younger than me (the same as kids as I'm just turning 20 soon) but when I asked them for help and told them to go tell the guards or someone they went to look for them, really nice of them, they could've just gone away and left me there, they were boys and at the age they really might've done it as a prank or thinking it isn't their problem. The only thing I didn't like so much was when thay came back, they strared me in a way I felt a bit like some animal in a zoo and one of them even wanted to take pictures of me sitting thara and waiting. I really didn't mind it that much, I thought it was an interesting experience, besides I've done theater so I'm somewhat used to being on display.
When the guards came they chased the kids out and after a while, quite a long while task proving to be easier said than done, got me out of the store and told me to inform the company as the shop assistants really should have checked the shop before leaving. I told them I would, couse imagine if next time it would be some elderly lady, she might even get a heart attack due to the panic the situation might arise.

Next day we went with mum to buy the clothes I had tried on as I had liked them and wanted to try the rest too, the clothes were still in the same fitting room the way I had left them. Mum also found something for her and when we went to pay I mentioned to the shop assistant in a by-the-way-style about yeaterday. She told she had heard about it and gave us discount and told someone would contact me regarding what had happened and I would get something to compensate for it. I was okay with what they offered, a gift card, and I'm still going to visit the shop. (And next time I won't forget to check the time.)

Oh, I did say it was an interesting experince, but definitely not nice.

On Monday I saw a friend I've known since preschool, and we decided to go to a cafe and then do some shopping but in the end neither of us had bought anything. It was still nice seeing her and catching up with what has happened to us since we last saw.

There was a student party on Tuesday, Pancake Tuesday, but for us it means sledding day.. The middle of the day we spent with my friends from the university of applied sciences I study at like many other students on the sled hill in a famous place for it, there was a student event for it and in the evening there was the party. It was organized by an University's students and my one of my best friends was part of the organizing group with another friend of ours. (I've thought about applying for that University, but I'm not sure if I will yet.. someday for sure.)
While the other friend left the other stayed and I went dancing with her and some of her friends. When it was time to leave, I decided to go with them to the campus where they still continued drinking couse I didn't know how to get home because there would be no bus for me for an hour or so.
The spontaneous decision to go to the afterparty, I'm not sure if it was really a good choice. I was getting too tired already so I didn't stay long and had to make the person, who had promised I can sleep on the sofa, leave with me for me to get to sleep.

Then some days ago I got this idea I wanted to play badminton, but most of my friends who I know would like to play already had plans and some don't want to.. So I decided to ask one of my new acquaintances if she would like to play with me. It turned out she worked at a sport centre were they had badminton courts and she could ask if they had any free. It was a bit unclear if we were to get a court or what should we do if we didn't. We did get a court which was nice and we got to play badminton, of course not seriously, neither of us had playd for a while.
It was fun but I got a blister from the racket and had to get a plaster. Still we played till the people came who had reserved the court. After that we decided to continue to the gym and I learned how to use some of those appliance or equipment they have there.
It was really nice to do sports and she was a good company, with that positive energy about her I'm slightly envious of. heh. I wish I had that kind of energy about me, one of my friends from confirmation camp has that energy also and what's common between these two is that they've lived in another country than this, so I guess it has something to do with their aura.

Whoops.. a bit too long an entry? Maybe I should remember to write a bit more often, shorter entries, wouldn't take so much time writing everything and I might remember things better.

It's been such a Failbruary

I haven't done anything really impulsive. I have done things extempore but most of what I've done that way has come naturally, so I haven't paid attention to them.

Finishing a knitted hat with a spiraling ribbing is difficult that's what I've learned. I had to start again since I couldn't figure how to do it and messed up.. I could really use some advice.
I met a friend from high school and she needed thread for knitting so I tagged along ending up buying some myself. They costed only 3e and, moreover, I need a new knitted hat.
It was nice seeing her, I think I should see some other old friends too, it would be interesting to see if they've changed at all.

Then I joined foursquare and got surprised, no wonder it's felt like I don't have time for some things I'd like to do such as drawing, I'm not at home nearly as much as I've thought.
My friends have been going on about it and I was curious, so when they told me to join too (and stop asking about it) I just did.

Thanks to foursquare, I thought about visiting a bookshop and bought Cluedo game cards. Nevertheless, I'm still going to buy (or get, as a present?) the board game. The one I now have is convenient when travelling though.

Another one thanks to it is that I strated borrowing CD's from library and possibly got my computer affected by a virus because of it.. When I checked it was found on the CD but not on my computer and I didn't take any files from the CD myself so I'm a bit unsure. Hope nothing spooky happens or I'll either freak out or get really angry.. Or both. So annoying.
Of course there is also the possibility it was a false alarm.

((I'll edit this with some pics later for it to look nicer.))

the me unlike myself

A week ago a friend of mine told that she had a lot to do and had to postpone our meeting. At first I asked if my boyfriend had time to see me.
(if I had written this two hours ago, that's how I would call him, gosh I miss him. lol. I guess that's understandable. We talked about it and dating isn't really, well.. okay sorry. It's just we spoke about not too long ago. I hope he is okay, but.. dunno even if he was interested anymore. Oh, me? Crying. Thanks for asking. haha. I know I can't give up on him completely, friend or whatever as long as we can still see. I can't explain why but he means a lot to me.) 
He told me he needed some time on his own. Yup. Apparently in a way I felt like I can't support him in any way which felt frustrating.


Sooo.. I asked another friend, and we decided to watch Oliver & Company and eat pizza. She got this idea to order Vendetta-pizza, a pizza with bacon, ham, salami, pepperoni, chili and smetana on it. Doesn't really sound a pizza for two girls? It was really good. We also baked brownies.
And made plans to see more disney films.
Oh right, we couldn't eat everything, of course. Would've been a bit too much.


Oops, it turned out as kinda break up-entry. Should've left that stuff off, it doesn't belong here, but...

meet my mini friend

I got a netbook last Sunday. I had told dad I didn't want an actual laptop - they were too big for the purpose I needed a computer, to keep one with me and for studies, as a notebook for the lessons etc.
So I got a cute (no, it actually isn't very cute, at least not in a girlish way, to me it's just cute that it's practical and quite good) Sony netbook. It's this one... I think?
Although I do study media engineering I'm not that good with computers, at least not yet.

So last Sunday dad was driving me back to mum's place (they're divorced), he got an idea to go see the netbooks and we actually ended up buying one. He just likes to spent money on me, which I don't really like all that much, but this one is really nice and I needed it, though I could've got along without it.. Well it's much more practical with my new "mini" laptop.

Funny thing was when I told my friend I had a laptop, she sounded like I had got a baby, asking how big it was and all.

How about some facebooking during the lesson? ..Or maybe just I concentrate on listening. (which has proved to be difficult, especially on reeaaally interesting lessons "oh, no no, I wasn't sleeping!")

the OOHHH cat-moment

On Friday I phoned my friend and asked if she was going to do anything that evening, like going to a party or something. She told me she was a bit sick though already got better, and insisted we meet on Saturday when I said I had been feeling strangely down lately and had hoped for something to cheer me up.

So next day we went to Wayne's for a couple chai latte and talked a lot about things, which we haven't really done for a long time. No wonder she didn't know about the things that have been going on in my life and to me some of her's came a slight surprises. We had been talking but not like that, not enough at least.
Shops and cafes closed at six, but we still wanted to talk and as we didn't want to go to a restaurant to eat, we decided to go for a few drinks to some local bar. It was karaoke evening and my friend wanted to hear the middle aged drunks sing thinking it was cute. She told me she had never been to a local bar (like that, I was with her in a kind of local bar without the local bar-air about it, know that I remember), only to the student places they have where she studies and night clubs.

Going to a bar was the first spontaneous idea, second was to see a movie.
She got an idea to have a spontaneous girls night and called two of our friends, only the other came, and we decided to go to see Puss in Boots, as one of us had already seen the second Sherlock Holmes film (I wanna see it too!).
We bought the tickets, but there was still one and a half hours before the movie, so we went to Aussie Bar!
Yay. Just for a while though, on Saturday it's cramped. And I recalled I have a kangaroo warning sign some Australian client of the company dad works at brought to him years ago, I guess it's a cheap tourist thing but I liked it then forgot about it and now it's on my wall again..

The movie was nice. I think it had it's moments, really. It began at eleven, so there were no little kids but people were about the same age and there weren't a lot of people there. Much more laughter though.
It was really nice evening.. and night, we already made plans to go to see a romantic comedy (because I have discount ticket for it). Besides sometimes you just want to see a romantic comedy, especially if you wonder why an Australian actress wanted to do a role in a finnish film. (I have to admit I'm not really that much in romantic comedies, though I like movies.)

day trip to Turku

Last weekend I went to Turku to see a friend. The day trip itself was (almost) planned, my stepdad asked if I had any friends in Turku I would like to see couse they where going to go there to see my little brother play football.
At first I thought no, I had so much to do, but next day I texted my friend to ask her did she have any plans for the day - apparently she had nothing much, so I told my stepdad I'd be coming along after all.
It was really nice seeing her but we were shopping and I wasn't supposed to buy anything..

 I ended up buying these sunglasses (I didn't have any sunglasses so they were actually needed unlike most of the rest..), a scarf that cost 1e, gold colored earrings (these first three can be seen in the picture under), some make-up stuff, hand lotion (that too is useful as it's winter), a skirt I'm going to make into a dress and what else.. Food of course, apple pie and smoothie and ice cream besides the normal food. Impulse shopping? Yay.

Oh, hello it's me.

did someone say the first would be the best, always?

I had a problem finding out what kind of blog I should write as I had this need to write a blog, just to do something (as if I didn't have enough unfinished things I ought to be doing).
Now I've finally figured I could write about the stuff I do on impulse. I can be slightly random at times, in my own way. ..Which means just so much I figured I could write about it.
I don't know if I'll be any better in writing this as my other blogs.. I'm not good at writing entries or updating about things I should. Nor am I very good a writer but hey, I just might learn.